Crushes

I don't know if this is a crush or me just being curious. He's nice and all but I don't talk to him. I'm too shy. I thought I had a crush on him in the beginning but I never ever know. I always start praying because I need to tell someone. I feel like I should like him. But now that I wrote that it seems that it's wrong.
Why I like him
He's nice
Plays guitar
Funny
Expresses himself freely
his looks
he's a boy :)

Why I shouldn't like him
He lives in the Netherlands...


I mean I literally wrote a list of things to ask him when I get the chance to speak to him.
Well basically I want to be liked...
I'm sorry. I'm so pathetic.
That's what late night thoughts give you.

Yours Truly,
Hannah